He was absolutely and completely angry with himself, he once vowed to himself to never let his emotions get the best of him. And here he was, bawling like a little baby in the arms of a random girl he barely even knew. This was so embarrassing and it kind of freaked him out as well. Her words made him wake up from his deep thoughts: "I would never laugh at someone who is crying or sad, or say that it's not a big deal. When you cry.. there is something in your heart that's not sitting right at that moment. People just don't get that.."
She made so much sense that he even had a positive view of her, something he almost never had of people, besides Marco, he was just something different. Ryan was the person to almost dislike everyone, because when you said something wrong right in his face, he’d just explode. His thoughts drifted off to how Akira kind of resembled his best friend, but just, in female form. It was funny to see people still being so nice, despite the rotten society they lived in now.

She stopped playing and that kind of woke him up. His eyes fluttered open as he glanced puzzled at her face. He finally realized after some time she had completely shattered, as a plate that fell on the ground and broke into a thousand little pieces. Maybe she had relived some memories? He couldn’t quite figure it out what broke her like that, still wondering why, he wrapped his arms around her, in an attempt to calm her down. It was weird to see a girl so vulnerable, it was a weird sight for his eyes since he barely had any connection with anyone here. Even he had cried, even if it was for a short moment, the sight of her tears made him break, why he felt like that, he couldn’t pinpoint why, it was one great mystery. His amber orbs looked at her while he was embracing her. Maybe she wanted to tell him? So he took a shot and tried to comfort her before he would ask: “You told me earlier that everything would be okay so… whatever happened with you in the past… Everything will fix itself,” he muttered with a soft tone, trying his best to comfort her as much as he could. He opened his mouth and sang for her, maybe that would calm her too. It was the only thing he could think of. As he finished his song, he loosened the grip he had enveloped her in, a warm tight embrace. “Akira? What happened to you what made you cry?”

She just smiled, a smile that resembled his best friend so much that he just had to smile back, although it was barely noticeable. Ryan was still unsure if she was really like this, so his emotions wouldn’t show that hard. “I don't know exactly.. I got lost in my thoughts and i just.." she bit her lip and he licked his lips, imagining Marco was sitting next to him, waiting to get fucking kissed. He leaned in for it, his eyes half lidded, but was brought back by reality by a loud crash outside the classroom. His amber eyes, went from dreamy to shocked as he was only centimeters away from her lips and he stood up. Completely embarrassed, he ran off, leaving his bag behind when he ran out of the classroom.

//awkward Ryan, very awkward
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