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 PROFILE Real Name : Freedje Posts : 1116 MAGICIAN✦ CHARACTER ✦Magic: Nova/Light - Shadra/DarkKlas: Fifth ClassPartner: Love is gone.
 |  Onderwerp: Whatever...  zo jul 17 2011, 10:27 | |
| Hoi. Ik heb geen idee hoe ik dit moet noemen. Een hartuitstorting? Een gedicht? Ik weet niet. - Lezen op eigen risico. 1:
Every time I see that name again,
Then goes the pain in my heart, with a power of ten.
I wish I could'nt make any mistake,
But that thought, is really fake.
I hope the pain will find a way,
So I can stand up, and I can say:
'I have no more pain today, so you never seen me this way.'
I wish I could take the pain away,
But that, that is stupid for me to say.
Cause this pain, won't go away,
And I broke my heart every time on that way.
But, who does care?
Why I can't just stand up?
Why I can't face my fear?
And never give up?
Why does it so much pain?
This is a shame for me!
Cause, I can't set myself and my thoughts free!
I wish I could explain my pain,
I wish I could say it to him,
But, I don't have the power, I wish I was in Spain,
And then I've been drunk, on a glass of Gin.
- Lezen op eigen risico. 2:
Sometimes, I wish I can go of the earth,
So I don't have pain and hurt.
But that, that's only a dream,
Cause it is what it seems.
My dream to go fall down,
It's not more, than just a thought on a clown.
It's funny and stupid,
And I know, that I can never do it.
But why those feelings are so big?
Are they telling something to me?
I wish I could dig,
And set myself free.
Cause this hurt, it's not funny anymore,
I wish I smack down on a floor.
And then remember myself, that there are important things,
Cause sitting here and look to my computer, it's not gonna help me,
God, I wish that I can set myself free!!
Goes away from all this pain,
Just a thing that happen yesterday.
Yes, that is it, but I always wear it in my heart,
And nothing, nothing, nothing, can take that apart.
I must stand up and live my life,
But I can't, and you know why?
Cause all what matters in my life,
Was go away when I see the sky.
I remember when I see it, that I'm fucking live in this world,
I can't take the desperate feelings away,
I don't wanna live here anymore,
Can't you just take me away?
That are my feelings, for today,
And if you don't understand that of think it's funny,
Well, than I hope you understand it some day,
And till then your nothing more than a freakin' bunny.
- Lezen op eigen risico. 3:
]Why is everybody so happy?
Why can I only cry?
Why doesn't see anybody my tears?
I just wonder why.
I can't fight those feelings anymore,
I wanna scream, fight and throw things away,
But deep inside I think, when I step on the floor,
Does it always go this way?
I will take care of my family,
But they don't see my tears,
It's like I'm my own enemy,
And that's for a couple of years.
But they don't see it,
They don't ask,
But I sit,
Cause that's my only task.
I don't really care if people watch me,
Cause they don't see what I see,
I feel so lonely, everytime I sit and stare to the darkness,
I wish I can disappear, cause that's the only way to set me free.
- Lezen op eigen risico. 4:
Why can't anybody see what I see?
Why don't feel they what I feel?
What's wrong with me?
Is this real?
If you wanna know the truth, well, there is no truth in my world,
Cause I always lie to people and let them see that I'm ok, when it's not,
The guys look at me, and they say I'm hot.
Then, I wanna smash them in the face,
Cause my body it's not only a game,
My big mouth is my saving grace,
It's save me from just the same.
I don't speak my feelings to anybody in this place,
But the Internet, is my saving grace,
I'll let my feelings go and feel myself good for a couple of time,
But when I'm lonely, without my computer, it all feels like they not mine.
I wanna cry and run away,
For from this world, far from this earth,
But there is only one thing to stay,
Cause my life, it is it worth.
I don't care what people think from story,
It's all out my heart,
And I'm not say sorry,
For what I just start.
I needed sometimes to take a breath in the air,
And all I can do, is just stop and stare.
I feel the breath of someone else behind me,
It's just him and he set me free.
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